vent

Yesterday, my good friend Amber called and on a whim we went out and got a pedicure and I got a mani as well, ahhhhh it was so nice a relaxing. I love my children but boy do I need to take a step back from them at times. Yesterday was a trying day, all Jordan and Sarah had to do was clean their room, they were in there for HOURS! like all hours of the freaking day and wouldn't do what they had to do, everytime I would check on them i swear their room looked worse not in the worse way that it was becoming organized but as if the Shit was being throw around like confetti. I snapped a few times I honestly yelled so loud that I am sure the neighbors all heard me. I was gettng so frusterated I felt like I was going to start ripping my hair out! seriously!
I know that cleaning sucks but my gosh get it done! on top of it all it was so warm out yesterday that it didn't help my mood any. we are going to my parents today to swim i swear my children better be good! they are just in sucha brat mode I truley would just like to do something with out them. they are fighting doing annoying things, matter of fact here comes one of those snot nosed kids to whine! arghhhh! do you think if I don't look at them they moght go away LOL I don't think so! and whats worse is Chad is up there sleeping away. I am stuck with these children day in and day out I got up at like 1 am with Audrey and she has drifted a few times but he slept and I was awake now he still sleeps. I realize he needs a break to being he tells me everyday almost well I have worked all day long! good grief so Have i I just don't get paid $$ doesn't mean i havn't worked. ok I think I am done VENTING here. I guess me going out and having a nice couple hours yesterday made me realize that I deserve to have this happen more than once or less a year... makes one a bit bitter....