Phoebe

She is one of my Fur babies, she is the youngest of my cats. She is one of those perfect cats she doesn't do anything wrong. she is great with the girls. she is my baby girl. Well she dissapeared for a bit and i found her yesterday and she is not well at ALL. She barely is moving, and she sounds like she is coughing sneezing of sorts. She is not a lap cat and she laid in my lap until I had to leave. My heart is just breaking. I laid in bed last night wondering if I would be able to hold her in the morning. I know that people don't attache themselves to pets. Really that is their loss. The wonderful friendship that you can have with a pet is amazing yes different from a spouse or a beloved child. But its still that apart of the family. When one is sick we still all there for one another. My heart breaks for her and the thoughts of that she may die. I saved her froma certian death 9 years ago, I will never forget it I could hear her crying across a busy street. Chad and I went over to investigate and found a mama kitty with alitter of kittens they were all covered in oil, dirt ear mites fleas. we couldn't catch them that night but we fed them. the next day afterwork I could hear her again. This time it was a cry of pain of death creeping in. I found her and she didn't have the fight to run. I brought her home and laid her on the bathroom floor. Went and looked for her other liter mates and couldn't find them. went home to find that she was barely breathing. I held her got her all cleaned up and spent three days straight holding her. I was going to take her to the humane society and give her up. but here I was Pg with my first child had 2 other cats and after her finding the will to live and her sleeping on my shoulder for 3 days I couldn't do it. We became best of friends. Now here she is again. fighting for her life and I don't know what to do except hold her again. My heart breaks :(