36

Today I turn 36, HUH? When did all those years fly by? I really don't know how to feel about this? I can't change it, I can't turn back time, I wouldn't want to. So why do I have this 36 floating in my head like its some sort of doom? My family quit celebrating my birthday YEARS and Years ago, I don't expect anything, but then in the back of my head I wish for something.
I got up this morning to a card from Chad he was already gone for the day, I have nothing planned other than cleaning and such, Sarah has a soccer game tonight, if it ever quits storming. Jordan my sweet girl did sing me Happy birthday :) Sarah actually acknowledged me LOL And my dear friends on the computer said happy birthday. My first phone call was from a friend saying happy birthday. Very nice, I will take those things they are great.
Time to go dig out all that left over Mary Kay products for wrinkles though LOL, here I am sitting with a cold, AF and a zit on the side of my face... 36... think I would quit breaking out? NOPE not me! OH well hang on to my youth anyway I can! :)
I am looking forward, still to my gift to myself which I have never done, I have never bought a b-day gift for myself nor have I ever got a tattoo so all is good ;) Thursday at 7 I so can't wait!