I have been on my meds since the 5th of Decmeber, I already can tell a difference, in a good way. so can my family. I feel bad that they have to put up with me and the mood swings that I had expirenced due to the depression. But thankfully the meds kicked in a bit before Christmas and I have found myself laughing more than I have in a long time What a blessing this is to me. Just kinda abites that I have to take meds to have my brain work well... good thing I didn't live in the early days....

Chirstmas was fun this year, I was able to go to the girls school parties ( chad was home friday and went back to work wed) then that night had, My friend over with her 3 children and allt he kids decorated cookies. what a mess but i will do that again next year :) the next day Chads grandparents came over and gave us all chirstmas gifts and stayed for dinner. After they left we got the girls in their pj's and took them for a drive to look at the lights on peoples homes. they loved it, even Audrey got into it! Sunday we stayed close to home and did our christmas eve thing we do every year, then before you know it it was Christmas morning. We ended Christmas with going to my parents for gifts and dinner. there was lots of laughter, lots of chaois, lots of memories, and most of all what a blessing to spend it with the ones I love.