of a not so sane mom right now :) Actually I am feeling a bit better, I have organzied some household things, have gotten some more christmas shopping done. all the groceries are bought for the week, well for the most part. It helps me so much to be a bit organzied. I will tackle one thing at a time.
Today I noticed I have horriable dark circles under my eyes, yikes! Not a pretty site.
I need to pay one more bill and those will be out of the way, till the next set comes :)
yesterday I went through the 24 2t clothes for Audrey, she was just in a 18 month and all of a sudden she has shot up, her weight is staying the same but she has gotten taller. some of the clothes bring justa flood of memories back from the other girls in them. but then at the same time I feel a saddness for the clothes that will never be worn again. I have totes of girly girl clothes that will be never worn by my children again, its bittersweet, I will get them out of my house but at the same time they will be leaving my house! I know I am silly!
last night I laid in bed and thought I will never ever have another baby saddeness filled me then I thought shoot I will be able to catch up on some much needed sleep maybe! then I thought of my friends that deal with not having anymore children or even worse not having any children then i feel guilty. Oh how at night I wish I could turn my brain off..........
the day I had to grow up
forever will miss you
michigan
amazing
COLE
3 comments:
I am sorry I have been so neglectful as a friend! I wish I had the perfect advice but for now I will send a great big hug and to remind you. You are a wonderful mom. God would nto give you such a blessing of a spirited :) child if he did not know you were mom enough to handle it. I know how overweling raising a child like sarah I have spent many nights in tears not sure I can do it. Children like Sarah grow up to be the people who do big things. You just have to wait for their maturaty to catch up with their intelegance and strong will. Just imagine how far her strong will will get her in life as an adault. My best advice for now is to never stop talking to her abou ther feelings and in a way that she can understand let her know how much what she does hurts you because you love her so much you want to see her be a good person. We talk to Sammy so much it is exasting but it seems to be helping. He has really started gaining insite to his emotions.
Hey and just because I am terrible at calling people does not mean you can not call me!!!!! I am here if you need me! I promise it would not be a bother. oh and i keep my cell ohone charged most of the time now. Since we spend so much time out of the house now.
LUV YA
Sweetie ya wanna talk about dark circles. Mine are Huge and horrible. And puffy. Love ya sweetie.
Tanya, I will keep reading this. I need this.
shelly, I think we need concealer :)
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