been awhile

I feel as if I havn't really had anything fun to talk about, the girls got out of school and we have been on the move ever since. I have had some behavior issues with the girls that have caused me to reevaluate my parenting. tell ya what that sure is not a fun thing to have to go through. Its hard none of my friends has a child that is this way let alone one that has to interracte with their sisters. I am still alone with them most of the time which makes for long days. But at the same time we have bonded in a wonderful way.
We have just about got the dinning room done the walls are painted, new lighting, the pictures hung, table cloth and rug bought and put up,fish tank up and running, so all I have to do is find home for the stuff (crap) that I have stored in there.
some one once again threw away a 42 inch tv and chad brought it home and it works better than the last one that this same place threw away! LOL so sad how people just throw stuff away, with little regard to the cost of the object. though we ended up having to buy a new dvd player and phone with in the same day! but my wonderful man bargain shopped for the best deals.... I have taught him well. now we have nicer stuff than before and have paid little :) ahhh love that.
this week has been an amazing week, I went out to lunch with my niec whom i havn't seen in over a year and I missed her and her sister more than they could ever know. but we had a lunch yes tere were tears of sadness and joy. I have realized that I do want these girls to be apart of our lives. I just wish their mother wouldn't have turned her back on us. she didn't even say why. I let my slef and my girls open their hearts to this family, My mom and dad loved them and still love the girls and miss them soooo much. now its just an anger they feel towrds the women whom has choosen to punish us all and we don't know why. all we did was love with open hearts and arms! but its time to move on. the girls arewanting to be apart of our lives and that means the world to me. I would do anything for them!
This week in Vacation bible school, we are doing it at Trinity in the morning and then they were invited to another one this week for the evening. they are having a blast. so its been just me and audrey :) though I am unable to get a thing done cause she is making messes faster than I can clean them up. I must thankt he girls now knowing how much they do entertain my baby girl!