Ever had a thought, a life changing thought, but were not sure if it were true, or if it was right?...This is what I am struggeling with, and have been for YEARS. Obvisouly i have been wanting to do everything, to make sure this is what has to happen. but how long do i need to convince myself. I have the huge WHAT IF... nothing is getting better its only getting worse, i am living in my own prison due to this inability to make that final descion. For fear my descion will affect everyone around me so harshly that it would be just better for me to continue to suffer so that everyone around me does not have to... i feel a stab in my heart when i type this, not sure if its for the fact i am stuck, or the thought of hurting others.
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