sunday

No rest for the weary, I am bone tired yet the list of things I need to get done keeps getting longer. How can this be possiable? though i sit here on my computer i should be doing other things, like folding my laundry plus all the other household things. but to add to my overly done daily life I hav taken on to be the craft lady for VBS!! huh what?? So I sit staring at my laundry peeling crayons, getting ready to shave them A up now so I can't do that any more I have to rip newspaper, cut ribbon oh goodness what if I didn't buy enough ribbon? the list truely goes on. I feel the pressure in my chest of the anxiety that is coming with this. I have one week to get this all done. then i buy the stuff out of my house payment money only to be told I can't be refunded the money hmmm Might have to go higher up on that one! I can't afford this month to donate my money away. Plus there is more supplies that need to be bought .....we don't have enough for me to even finsih buying clothes and school things for the girls! I nervous about that as well.
why is it that my children bicker all the time? even Audrey gets in the mix. perhaps I should spend every stinkin momnet with them and stop it before it starts gosh I don't know. but then again how can I help them in the future if I have done already lost my mind.
Then while we are peeling crayons the girls and I are talking and we are talking about friendships and I said hey Sarah so and so is going ot be in your class then Jordan blurts out, well so and so told me she doesn't like Sarah well we all just sit there and stare at jordan why would she say that? i didn't know what to say. my heart hurt for her. Cause Sarah really likes her. my gosh sounds like jr high in my home already ! uggggghhhh. Ok I should be done vent sorry i will be off to get my self doing more productive things.