fun was had by us

I have had plenty of happy days in my life but most recently one of the best times i had was right here with this friend Amber. we have been through so much in the time that we have known eachother and i wouldn't have it any other way actually. I trust her and love her as a sister.

we went on a "trip" a mini vacation as you could say for us being that we are moms that have 4 children pluut s she does daycare out of her home. so needless to say life for us is all about children and our husbands. don't think i am saying that this life is bad i am not saying that at all but it can be hard just as everyone elses. just different.

so we had this idea on a whim which i must say are the absolute best ideas. the ones that you say hey lets do>>>> what ever it is tell me you can never say wow that sucked. at least in my experience any how. so any ways we decided to buy tickets to go see rascal flatts, she loves country and i am pretty much ok with about anything. so on this day feb 5th was a stepping stone in our friendship. we took off for grand rapids just the two of us, music on talking laughing wondering if that was our car that was smelling like it was blowing up LOL but oh well lets keep going we will stay warm no matter what!!

we get there early we are in the best moods we get a great spot to park found the PERFECT bar we skipped through the streets of grand rapids laughing like little girls. talked to people like there was not a worry in the world. every one we ran into was so nice or perhaps they were just laughing at us and amusing us. who cares i will never ever see any of them again. i know that for a fact. we went to the concert feeling so happy and free we were on the main floor. so we were able to walk around to dance to be free and i felt free i felt happy i felt the best i had ever. all the pictures we took that day i will always look back at them and realize this was one of the best memories i could ever have. Thank you for letting me be me and not thinking any different of me when i showed you my raw true feelings of my life. LOL i don't think i have ever laughed and cried so hard in my life all at the same time and you saw it amber and you still love me!! you are awesome don't ever leave me!!! i wish we could have a day like that at least once a month i think we deserve to feel happiness at least once a month. well i mean that kind of happiness the freedom of lifes worries, but knowing we will be gong back to the ones that love us, and knowing we have not done anything to change that :)